I’m Putting My Money on Buddha

Back in 2000 when my dad was sick and dying of AIDS, he got more "spiritual".

Which included reading books on Buddhism.

He started quoting things to me.

I was twenty-seven, only a tiny bud of what would become the flower of my spiritual (and emotional and political and cultural and intellectual and. . .) awakening.

One quote I remember:

"Learn to observe without judging or reacting."

Not sure if it was a direct Buddha quote, but I was immediately drawn to it – intellectually at least.

I wrote the quote on a whiteboard in the bell closet of the hotel where I worked as a bellman and valet.

As a joke, someone changed it to say:

"Learn to judge and react without observing."

Ha, ha!

It was all good fun. We laughed for a few minutes, and nothing more was said.

And after twenty years of mindfulness practice – of intentionally trying to observe without judging or reacting – I can't help but notice that so much of the strife and conflict and war and divisiveness and echo chambering and hatred and misunderstanding and othering and canceling and. . .

Comes from judging and reacting without observing.

It's hard to know who was really onto something – my dad and Buddha or the jokesters on the bell staff.

I'm putting my money on my dad and Buddha. Seems like a more worthwhile pursuit.